Wow I hate life.  I know no one reads this anymore hehehe so i can say whatever. WAit even if people did read this I can still say whatever

I hate life .  There's nothing good about it anymore.  There's a guy I like and i haven't seen him for like 3 4 weeks and he was suppoused to see me tonight and he cancelled.  He said family stuff, none of my business.  He's cancelled like 5 times and to be honest it just seems like he's dangling me on a string.  He told me he'd make it up to me but I won't see him until almost christmas since he's going o mexico.  And in mexico theres a girl named dany who's first on his myspace ( and i have no place at all) who he's always leaving messages for.  I don't think he really likes me.  I realy don't think i'm a likeable person.Everyone I like seems to always leave or they fall in love with someone prettier than me

I really don't see why I should just keep going on in life.  Life doesn;t  have anything for me.  It never did... haha....