day 878 of xanga. 

 i am awesome.  Woulda been longer but i forgot my original xanga password.  haha.

 Anyway life is ...life.  I dont know what to do with myself.  well other than cause havoc at work and hope to get fired and go down in a blaze of glory at a crappy dept store.  People are all like 'omg you got a job!'

but i tell people i'm unemployeed.  I hate that place.  Costco start hiring!

but seriously i am not happy.  I realize that if i'm no drawing or watching TV i feel really sad.  I have no friends.  My family thinks im a joke and my co workers cant stand to look at me since i have horrible scars on my face